on love

We are all searching for someone.That special person who provides what is missing in our lives.Someone who can offer companionship,assistance or security and sometimes if we search very hard we find someone who provides us with all 3.Yet we are all searching for someone and if we cant find them ,then we can only wait for them to find us.

on trust

Trust is a fragile thing.Once earned it affords us tremendous freedom.But once trust is lost it is impossible to recover.Ofcourse the truth is that,we dont know who can we trust.Those who are closest to us,or total strangers can come to our rescue.In the end,most people decide to trust only themselves.It really is the simplest way to keep them away from getting hurt or betrayed.

on guilt and sinning.

There is widely known fact that tells us that everyone is a sinner.But of course,not everyone feels the same guilt over the things they do.In contrast,there are those who assume more than they share of blame.There are others who sooth their consciousness with small acts of kindness,or by telling themselves their sins will justify them.Finally there are the ones who vow to do better next time,and pray for forgiveness.Sometimes their prayers are answered.

People are complicated creatures.They are able to perform great acts of charity and on the other hand capable of doing the most underhanded forms of betrayal.It's a constant battle that rages within us;between the better angels of our nature and the temptations of our inner demons.And sometimes,the only way to ward off the darkness is to shine the light of compassion.

on competition.

Competition ,it means different things to different people.But whether it is friendly rivalrl or a fight to the death...the end result is the same.There will be winners and there will be losers.Of course,the trick is to know which battles to fight.You see,no victory comes without a price.

on strangers.

People by their nature are always on lookout for intruders.Trying to prevent those from the outside from getting in.But there always be those who force their ways into our lives,just as there will be those who we invite in,but the most troubling of all,will be the one's who stand on the outside looking in.The one's we never truely get to know.

on death

An odd thing happens when we die,our senses vanish.Taste,touch,smell and sound become a distant memory,but our sight?Our sight expands and we can suddenly see the world we left behind so clearly.Ofcourse most of what is visible to the dead would also be seen clearly by the living if they would only take the time to look.

We remember the world after we die,every detail.We remember,how afraid we were.What a waste!You see, to live in fear is not to live at all.We wish to tell this to those we left behind.But would it do any good?Probably not.We later understand there will always be those who face their fears and there will always be those who run away.

Death is inevitabe;it's a promise made to each of us at birth.But before that promise is kept,we want something to happen to us.Whether it is the thrill of romance ,the joy of raising a family or the anguish of great loss.We all hope to experience something to make our lives meaningful.But the sad fact is not all lives have meaning.Some people spend their time on this planet just sitting on the sidelines waiting for something to happen to them,before it's too late.

notes to myself

who says i m lonely?

I still gave the memories of us.
I have still nurtured the moments that we spent together.

how can u say u r lonely?
You still have my heart,that i gave to you,but u never returned it.
You still have my love,which you cannot give back forever.

Lonely is the path on which we once walked on.
Lonely is the love that we once had.
Lonely are those days that are now lost in the pages of history.
Lonely is the passion that we once shared.